SELF PROCLAIMED BEAUTY

okay.. one thing i wanna make clear before scribbling my toughts down... i still find staring a funnily wierd thing bout guys....

BUT

yesterday..as i was getting dressed to go pick frank from the bus stop, i picked up this top i had bought long long backa nd never had the courage to wear it ... its a white soft cotton flowing top, which is tight at the top and flows from beneath the chest,just wear the belly starts... and it has little pink flowers on it...
usually you would 'never' find me in such a top..coz i find them really girlish(owing to my over confident body language) these kind of clothes are exactly what i avoid all the time but ....
i was feeling beautiful and when you have that high of feeling good by self..you think you did get away with anything...

we decided to stop at a joint for narial pani before going home....and as i walked out of the car to buy the narial pani for us ............................................i dont know how to explain the feeling..................... but with my hair held high with a pin and my curls falling over my shoulder and with the white top flowing...i could feel the stares all around... even though am dealing with post natal fats..i felt so pretty!!!

and hey to feel pretty is the best feeling after having a high of dancing crazy all over the floor after you are a bottle of rum high between two...!!! which in turn is equal to having an orgasm....
:P

so my day ended with a great positive feeling...:D